I see the crackle on my feets. The nails seems tO dry and broken. It's been 2 months since my last appointment to my beautycians. It already feels like forever.
Trust me. I adore those appointments, it soothes me, made my day. A time like this make my glow feels dim but somehow my husband never complains, she still call me beauty, even my cracking nails really piss me off.
I'm not that busy. It's my pregnancy that made me really lazy. Bedrest for one month and i don't understand why I really hate to take care of myself, even to take a bath.
Is the pregnancy really hits me off?
The time that i really go out was when my husband came and ask me and all of our friends to have dinner together. Don't expect me to use make up, not even moisturizer that I wear.
At the dinner,i thought at I'm the worst at the crowd, yet i'm not. My friends say that i look glowing, fresh, don't have the pale figure of a pregnant woman, don't have an issue of dry lips. After that i realize that I'm doing just fine.
I think my glow comes from My husband. He is here with me now. Make my day (even better than my visit to my beautycian)
Now i'm writing this at one of my favourite salon.. And i'm doing just fine..
Enjoy..
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Keeping Secret
Today I have a nap.. And wake up with many text messages and missed call..
And for a minute I wonder what's going on?
Apparently, it's all about the clarification about the 'good news' that we haven't been spilled.
Boy, isn't the word spread like air? It moves so very fast. It was a little ruin to our surprise... But they just did it and voila... Everyone knows now.
What's wrong with the word of 'secret'? When you say it's a secret, people just getting eager to spread the words.
The other funny thing about secret is "Bad news spread 100times faster than the Good news" sometimes i still wonder why? Why people love talking about bad things than the good things?
I think it might be happened because of the skill and the educations in people's life that effect of spreading the bad news, or you have too much time doing nothing.. If your family usually have the habits of being panic or have a high anxiety, just beware, maybe you also have the habits of spreading the bad news faster than the good news.
Yes, it's anoying to hear too many things at the same time, it's overwhelming to hear all the gossips and rumours 8 hour a day, but honey, just be honest. We live 24 hours a day with it. The media and the telecomunications make us those people.. People with gossip. Just enjoy it or just die with it. So easy and simple.
Enjoy!!
Three can keep a secret, if two of them are dead... ~Benjamin Franklin~
Read more: http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/secret.html#ixzz1h4Tyb8y2
And for a minute I wonder what's going on?
Apparently, it's all about the clarification about the 'good news' that we haven't been spilled.
Boy, isn't the word spread like air? It moves so very fast. It was a little ruin to our surprise... But they just did it and voila... Everyone knows now.
What's wrong with the word of 'secret'? When you say it's a secret, people just getting eager to spread the words.
The other funny thing about secret is "Bad news spread 100times faster than the Good news" sometimes i still wonder why? Why people love talking about bad things than the good things?
I think it might be happened because of the skill and the educations in people's life that effect of spreading the bad news, or you have too much time doing nothing.. If your family usually have the habits of being panic or have a high anxiety, just beware, maybe you also have the habits of spreading the bad news faster than the good news.
Yes, it's anoying to hear too many things at the same time, it's overwhelming to hear all the gossips and rumours 8 hour a day, but honey, just be honest. We live 24 hours a day with it. The media and the telecomunications make us those people.. People with gossip. Just enjoy it or just die with it. So easy and simple.
Enjoy!!
Three can keep a secret, if two of them are dead... ~Benjamin Franklin~
Read more: http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/secret.html#ixzz1h4Tyb8y2
Saturday, December 10, 2011
strong, stronger.
This has been a tough month for me.
1. My imac is broken, still have the icare, but the service take a loooong time... It's already a month, still no answer about the imac.
2. My mac book pro broken at the same time with my imac... so this is really effect what I'm doing, my schedule, my photo shoot, my blog and my social life because internet so important in my long distant relationship.
3. I lost my beagle.. Somehow at midnight the fence is opened and nobody knows about it. It broke my heart, a lot.
4. My alergy worsen..
5. My employees have to be discharge from their works because they need to be more independent of them-self, and I need a transition to moving out from Bali to Singapore...
That doesn't include what happened today. I feel rejected from my friends, somehow this is the moment that I need them the most. Today there's a clear sight that they have been lying, manipulative to others, and big bullshitting in front of me and my husband. Somehow all the tragedies makes me realize, that human is human. They cheat, they lie like they're breathing. Somehow I knew him for years but today I feel that I don't recognize him anymore... He's out of my league.
Well what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger... Even somehow It's hard to go on.
Yet, with al the tragedies I found the silver lining. It feels like the gold at the end of the rainbow.
I have several good news to be spread (but not now). I buy new laptop. I could write again and the photo shoot (even sooo overwhelming) has been a great project.
Somehow with all my tears today - because of the feeling rejected, dumb and too naif - I know that I cannot rely on people, I have to stand up and walk on. Like we know that rainbow only comes after the rain.
Enjoy..
1. My imac is broken, still have the icare, but the service take a loooong time... It's already a month, still no answer about the imac.
2. My mac book pro broken at the same time with my imac... so this is really effect what I'm doing, my schedule, my photo shoot, my blog and my social life because internet so important in my long distant relationship.
3. I lost my beagle.. Somehow at midnight the fence is opened and nobody knows about it. It broke my heart, a lot.
4. My alergy worsen..
5. My employees have to be discharge from their works because they need to be more independent of them-self, and I need a transition to moving out from Bali to Singapore...
That doesn't include what happened today. I feel rejected from my friends, somehow this is the moment that I need them the most. Today there's a clear sight that they have been lying, manipulative to others, and big bullshitting in front of me and my husband. Somehow all the tragedies makes me realize, that human is human. They cheat, they lie like they're breathing. Somehow I knew him for years but today I feel that I don't recognize him anymore... He's out of my league.
Well what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger... Even somehow It's hard to go on.
Yet, with al the tragedies I found the silver lining. It feels like the gold at the end of the rainbow.
I have several good news to be spread (but not now). I buy new laptop. I could write again and the photo shoot (even sooo overwhelming) has been a great project.
Somehow with all my tears today - because of the feeling rejected, dumb and too naif - I know that I cannot rely on people, I have to stand up and walk on. Like we know that rainbow only comes after the rain.
Enjoy..
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